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seattle 1, 2, 3, etc. 03 July 2004 sitting at snak shak's house that she shares with her husband and bro. spent an evening walking around old ballard, smoking, drinking water, looking for bands at a disheveled old record shop, eating bites of cake that were almost pure sugar, watching some "mr. show," smoking again, reading "wired," and generally having a fantastic time.
i spose i don't even need to mention that i broke up with my boyfriend. as my shrink says, i traded passion for security, and it is not a mistake i plan to make again. now that it's been a couple months, and the sex drive is back, i am so much happier than i was. the last four months of my relationship were bordering on hellish, and this fabulous boy that i loved so much turned into this quasi-monster who i didn't know at all. currently, we're on good terms, but i'm not necessarily agreeing with all his life choices. the good part of all this, is that it's not my problem anymore! i can now focus on my own healing by having a kick-ass time in seattle with my peeps. i will say, however, that i learned an awful lot from the past year...most importantly...never trust girls who dump your friendship the second your boyfriend dumps you. also, i feel terribly laid-back at the moment...i like julie 3.0. i am so right in assuming that i'm funnier when i'm in seattle. what humor i was lacking in l.a. is fastly coming back and entertaining everyone around me to no end. i am the funniest person in the world, and maybe now...NOW!, people actually know it. more later. |
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